Trying to focus my time and energy on something to distract me from my hurt. Although I hate to admit it and hide it quite well, when i wake from my broken sleep filled with dreams ( or nightmares), it only a reminder me of all the stupid lies I believed and eat up so trustingly. Despite my best efforts to distract myself during the day by keeping busy, it's during the night when all this shit bubbles up to consciousness to torment me, as if there is no escape. It's similar to a splinter in my mind,irritating me.
Not to be completely depressive, i did manage to get some reasonable work done, an i'm not saying i'm an artist by any stretch of the imagination and i'm not going to say i am, but i do draw and play around on the computer so here is some things i have been working on.
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