During the gift giving, I spotted Bondi, the Bennington terrier, under the table getting up to some mischief with the napkins!
Animal welfare advocate, carer of children and YouTube addict. A visual and creative enthusiast whose interests include the spooky and bizarre. My blog includes my efforts to improve my health and loose weight and live a peaceful existence.
Thursday, December 29, 2011
Merry Christmas Everyone!! Check out my photos of foals and a puppy!
During the gift giving, I spotted Bondi, the Bennington terrier, under the table getting up to some mischief with the napkins!
Thursday, December 15, 2011
Biopsy Results: Fi-bro Sarcoma
It's a tumour of the connective tissue, destroying bone and thus the reason why some of Bertie's teeth directly under the lump were wobbly.
There is nothing we could have done to prevent it, it's an random thing that occurs apparently and no reason or rhyme why it occurs.
As it is fast growing, it will continue to grow and may advance into his other nostril interfering with his breathing which is something I will need to look out for.
When I asked about how much pain he might be in, it was described as a dull throbbing pain as opposed to a sharp unmanageable pain and signs that the pain has increased is loss of interest in life, reduced interest in eating and sudden weight loss.
Monday, December 12, 2011
Amber at the vets
Here he was scoped (Endoscope info for those interested ) to look inside. While there was nothing obvious or any bleeding at the time and while the ethmoids (what is an Ethmoid?) on the off side (his right hand side) looked a little irritated but not bleeding , we decided to just keep an eye on things at home.
The following week, 2 lumps appeared on the offside of his nose so an appointment was made to return to the vet. The morning before the vet we had the dentist out ( purely a coincidence it landed on the same day) who confirmed what I had detected the previous day, a fowl smell coming from the off side of the nose. This is a likely indication of the tooth abscess which the vet also said was a possibility as it that is what it smelt like. What was also a concern is that very little air flow was coming out of that nostril, meaning that he was only breathing though one nostril since horses do not breath with there mouths.
At the vets we decided to take x-rays to give us an indication of what might be going on inside.
Suspect teeth are 107-108 which are directly under where the swelling is on his nose.
Anyway, I will try to get the the point as this is getting rather long.
He was scoped again and the mass had become so large that the camera could not enter very far on the offside. It is here we are beginning to think that there is more going on than just a tooth abscess as the bleeding is very unusual for a tooth abscess.
A biopsy was taken of the smaller mass and sent to pathology.
Here we hoped it would give us some answers. 7 days later the results are inconclusive stating that the tissue was necrotic ( dead) and inflamed.
We decide that we need a specialist as this is getting rather involved and complicated.
.During the consultation 109 is found to be loose as well as 108 while 107 is very abnormal and happened to be the tooth directly under the mass.
The specialist confirms that he suspects that there is something else going on as well as an abscess and removing the tooth may or may not reduce the mass and a biopsy of the larger mass is required.
So the tooth is extracted ( and I got to take it home too, Mum almost fainted when she saw it, imagine what might have happened if I had not cleaned it up first!)
And while we had him doped up and in the crush, we decided to take a biopsy of the large mass and would be sent off to pathology today.
Long story short, the problem with the teeth is the RESULT of the mass not the cause.
The softening of the mass is due to the bone wall being ruptured and the pressure releasing from the outside inward. Some of the teeth are loose as there is less bone for the teeth to hold into due to the tumor / mass eating away at the bone.
So with great sadness I have to say Berties competition days are over since he cannot breath properly with only one nostril and he is clearly uncomfortable having a big tooth ach and the mass pressing on his orbital nerve .
Biopsy results are due Friday.
Wish us luck, please send money...
-Amber
p.s any one want to see a photo of the tooth???
Friday, December 2, 2011
My good deed for the day!
Thankfully he was friendly and on his collar was a mobile number which I called and to my relief someone answered and was only too happy to come and pick him up. Apparently he goes for a wander quite often and enjoys a dip in the creek near by where I found him.
This was my good deed for the day!
Monday, November 21, 2011
Thursday, November 3, 2011
Friday, October 28, 2011
Do you consider yourself a good dancer? Who's the best dancer you know? Whats your favourite dance style?
i think i used to be, I used to get a lot of positive comments about my dancing, these days i think i'm too unfit :/
Do you have any superstitions?
never put shoes on the table, for obvious hygiene reasons and my dad brought these amazing runner for me when i was still at hight school. I put them on the table at home before school and by recess some one busted into my locker and had stolen them :(
Friday, October 21, 2011
What's something nice a friend has done for you?
The first thing that comes to mind is when Ellen sent me a t-shirt when i was going though a really though time, so unexpected!! Also Gaz, for helping see the light at the end of the tunnel, and not waste my time over others who don't give a 2nd thought about me,
On hot nights, what blankets/sheets do you use? What pjs do you wear to help to keep cool?
An over size cotton shirt, usually with buttons missing for extra ventilation. I may use a sheet or may not
Friday, October 14, 2011
Has a life goal or dream ever come true for you yet? If yes, what is it? If no, do you think you'll achieve it?
I wanted to be on a billboard as a model, I don't think it will happen now as i am carrying too much weight, couldn't get an agency to sign me even at my lowest weight because I am not tall enough.
Favourite junk food and favourite "healthy" food?
Junk food: Clinkers. Heath food: anything from Soul Food on Smith st
Thursday, October 13, 2011
Tumblr
http://amberjaded.tumblr.com
and my youtube
http://www.youtube.com/user/Ambersenigma
Thursday, October 6, 2011
What is an underrated film that you love and why?
what the bleep do we know? B/c i think it is an eye opening watch and people could take more responsibilty for their actions and feelings rather than blaming others.
This is from someone who knew you a long time ago. Do you think you have changed as a person? From the days of "Sharks". If so what is the most positive change in your life/person since then? P.S I always thought you were a gorjuz gal. Telle
I would have loved for this to be not annon!! Thanks so much for the compliment!! But to the best of my recolection i think i know who ur talking about.
Most positive changes? Being more independent and expressive of my nature. When i was younger i felt a great pressure to comform and do what others wanted of me. Now i feel like i can be more myself and people accept me as who i am & don't try to change me. I have a more, take it or leave it attitude.
p.s i'm not scary u can msg me or whatever without being anon!!
Explain your bed. Frame of bedbase? What sheets and blankets? Pillows?
I have a loft bed with a double mattress.
Made from steel and brought from ikea.Currently the fitted sheet is purple stain and the doona is purple tie die. Pillows, 3 square 1 triangle and all have either black cotton or black stain cos it's a pain to find all matching pillow cases.
How long have you had your favorite pair of blue jeans?
i don't have any "favorite" blue jeans, i just have old crappy ones that i wear when doing horsey stuff or working on the property
Thursday, September 8, 2011
Monday, August 29, 2011
Some people take months to plan out their Halloween costume. What costume ideas do you have?
lara croft, cheerleader, bellydancer
Friday, August 26, 2011
What is your favourite body modification on yourself and/or others?
I like the pixi ears, but i don't have them myself
Wednesday, August 17, 2011
Explain why the last time you realized someone wasn't exactly who you thought they were
When we came back from Sydney and he said he didn't love me anymore
I decided to serenade you out your window, what song would you like most to hear?
Flyleave- All around me
Do you judge people by your own opinion, or do you listen to other people and form an opinion based on what they say?
I try not to judge people, I don't like to be judged myself but I have learned to watch that people do as opposed to believe anything they say. Talk is cheap and actions speak louder than words
Tuesday, August 16, 2011
Monday, August 15, 2011
Tuesday, August 9, 2011
What's the most embarrassing thing that's happened to you?
I fell into a pond trying to feed koi carp, i think i was about 12
Monday, August 8, 2011
Has someone ever told you they couldnt be your friend cause you "werent that attractive"?
no, but I wouldn't want to be friends with someone who based who they were friends with entirey on superfical looks
opinions on people that smoke weed? would you still be their friend if they started?
it is thier choice & not for me to make jugement
have you summoned a demon and if so who and what was your experenice ??
nope, i think they would have better things to do than hang out with the already corrupted
have you read the holy bible and if so what is your thoughts ?
yes I have, I found it rather confusing
is a satanist a athiest or wiccan is it the same what's the difference
google it, get answers for yourself and decide
Thursday, August 4, 2011
It's late and I can't decide which horror movie to watch (too many good choices). What movie would YOU recommend?
For shits and giggles pirana is good, amityville for over acting or the ring i suppose
Where do you get the majority of your clothes?(: (Other than Hollister, AE, aeropostale(sp?) & Aberombie. if you shop of those places haha)
op shops or thrift shops they call them in the states
Most awkward place to think about sex? Most awkward place to talk about sex?
awkward? umm around children and their parents
If you had to dress up as an animal for a party, what would you go as and why?
A Rabbit, i have the ears and tail for it from dressing up at easter
If you were going to a uniformed themed party what uniform would you wear and why?
Lara Croft - i have the hair for it as well as gun holsters
What is usually under your bed?
beads box, plastic / clothes bags, a horses anatomy skeleton ( the kind you build) socks no doubt, monsters of some kind i would imagine
Do you own any celebrity paraphernalia? Autographs and items etc.. If so what are they and how did you aquire them?
I have autographs from bunch of DJ's from when i was a raver. I met them at CD lauchings and after partys
Wednesday, August 3, 2011
Do you like horror movies?
yep, I like suspense and tings that make me jump. Blood and gore is a bit over done.
Do you like to make random lists? I'm considering starting to make a random list a day to stay creative :3 (based on this list: http://aishaphantasm.tumblr.com/post/6315128934/staycreative)
I have collections of photos that inspire me and give me ideas.
I like ur idea though, sif u need help with staying creative :P
Tuesday, August 2, 2011
Do you use any anti-aging/anti-wrinkle cream? Why or why not? Do you think you're too young for it still, or do you think you should start? (I use it a couple times a week because I'm paranoid...)
no, 'cause i think most of those creams out there are bullocks. Clense, tone and mostuires is enough i think, some days ( messy wkends) i'm lucky just to get my make up off before bed..
would you ever do a youtube channel vlog for yourself? or do you already have one?what kind of things would/do you make videos about?
i don't have one but i doubt anyone would watch it anyway
It's funny because ur probably fake , you NEVER get real questions from your friends , there all from anon ppl or spammers
I am real with my friends. Yes they do ask me questions and I'm sorry your not with ur friends
Here's your chance, what would you personally like to do to Hitler? Ignore all logic for this one. And give me some reasons
I would just like to pick his brain about how he made Germany such an economically powerful nation in comparaison to the mess it was in proir him becoming Chancellor
How do you feel about gay people and gay marriage?
love is love, people should be able to marry anyone they want to
Would you feel offended or jealous etc if your partner went to a strip club? Or do you not mind?
I don't care, I worked in a strip club for years ( as a bar maid) and I would not have a problem with it. It's all just a tease anyway
Monday, August 1, 2011
Do you ever see shadows and what not out of the corner of your eye? Do you ever get scared when you see them?
yeah i get them, they don't really bother me, unless i'm driving
would you be dissapointed if you got to heaven and found out God doesnt have a sense of humor?
no, I would be highly suprised
Sunday, July 31, 2011
so instead of formspring and FB or Myspace do you havea alife? like a job, boyfriend, school? or are you a loser? Rich/Poor?
I would be interested if anyone actually admitted to being a loser. Yes I have a job, a couple actually, been to school and went to university. Being rich or poor is a matter of opinion :)
If you were going to get a tattoo, what tattoo would you get?
I already have one. It's a horse i drew myself
Friday, July 29, 2011
Do you collect anything? If so, what is it?
Lots of things, MLP parafenalia , care bears, dragon statues and bags... i have so many bags...
Thursday, July 28, 2011
Tuesday, July 26, 2011
Monday, July 25, 2011
Have you ever seen someone and thought they had some form of physical attributes or mannerisms of an animal? What animal do you think you may look or act like? ~CountessPup
i met someone in highschool who was very mouse-ish, large teeth and small face and frame.
I'm probably like a lemming, praticipating in near suicidal behaviours but still here to tell the tail
Scariest or most bizarre thing you've seen in a doctors office?
nothing really, it's all been pretty normal medical practices
whats an item of clothing you wish you could pull of but would never wear it?
one of those one piece bathers that look like a bikini but with the fabric going down across the belly. Or one piece play suit, my body is just too long from those garmets which inturn would give me cametoe.. :/
If you can see a discussion you are having is going to turn into an argument, how do you disarm the upcoming fight?
tell the person I can hear their point of view and that perspective and that i'm only sharing what i know from my experience. This way i let them know i am hearing them and i'm not trying to be combative
Do you like classic horror..like black and white horror and other original horror styled films? If so which ones do you like the most? Fav scenes?
I like japanse horror, they end abruptly and don't have the warm fuzzi endings with an explanition for everyhting at the end.
The last set of questions were sent to everyone I follow & who follows me..so if you find any of them to be 'wtf' to you..just delete them. I'm just curious about weird things. On the topic of mass questions..do you prefer personal Q&A or dont mind mass?
I don't mind either, I do like personal q&a though, it's seems falttering that somone took the time to ask you something.
For anyone interested, here is my new advice page. Feel free to ask anything about sex or sexuality. Nothing is too taboo but please have some respect when viewing or asking. Thank you ~ Countess
This is the situration. A friend of mine had been seeing this guy for over 9 months. She said everything was great, sex & intemacy was amazing, they had heaps of fun stuff though she paid for most of the food and alcoholo cos he wasn't working ( she said to me that it would all even out eventually anyway). Then one week he would not answer the phone when she called. When he did finally answer, he told her he still loved her and not to worry he was just busy. 3 days later he writes to her on fb saying he don't love her anymore & 6 days after later he are in a "relationship" with someone else... He told her he never cheated on her. This seems highly unlikely doesn't it?
Did he just use her for sex? How can someone be so harsh to break shit like that to someone over facey?
What can I tell my friend to help her out?
How many bras do you own and what do they mostly look like? (I have so many fancy bras, I feel like I'm a bra collector...)
just a quick count, 25, most of them are black and t-shirt underwire. Cos to be honest I have to make the most of the little I have.
I have others for sport, flesh coloured for white tops
List all the plastic cards in your wallet:
E.F.A, Boost, videoland, library, Ambos,planet 13,Working with Children check,fusion, suspiria, spotlight, lincraft, cleggs, Kryolan Cosmetics, Westpac efpos card, myki
Friday, July 22, 2011
Are you a confrontational person? Why or why not?
I'm not conforntational, I'm not a natural fighter, i tend to be a lover instead. I'll just avoid the person but if it is to do with anothers safety I'll step in and defend them. For some reasons it's easer to help others than it is to help myself.
If you had a clone, would you have sex with it?
for sure, we would know how to get each other off, and it would be interesting experience
Would you rather play a team sport, or solo sport?
team with ppl i can count on, or solo, cos i know i can count on myself
Who would you love to see live? Who would you take with you?
Who would you love to see live? Who would you take with you?
Answer here
Your choice: weak long sparkley nails that break often, or shorter stronger nails that are always matt black?
Your choice: weak long sparkley nails that break often, or shorter stronger nails that are always matt black?
Answer here
Your last bill, what was it and was it worth paying for?
Your last bill, what was it and was it worth paying for?
Answer here
The best mobile phone you ever owned? Why was it so good?
6210, i think, i know it was a nokia , that is b4 nokias got stupid, this thing never fucked up, it got stepped on, shit spilt on it, dropped down the stairs at 3D and it always survived. Unlike this piece of shit i have now.. 97minis are rubbishhh
OLD photo of the day- 2004-5
I'm at a friends house after a huge night out!
I have 57 plaits in my hair. I did all of them myself, which not only took a long time but made my arms very sore, because I was sick of having long hair in the summer as it was sooo hot!
Thursday, July 21, 2011
Tuesday, July 19, 2011
Monday, July 11, 2011
Describe the best/funniest print you've seen on a tshirt Or hoodie?
You cant have manslaughter with out laughter
Most colorful pair of shoes you own?
these teal heels with bling all over them, found them in a op shop & could not leave them behind. Stil have not worn them but one day!
Friday, July 8, 2011
Nasty Girls Inbox to me.
My apologys for not writing more.
Long story short, I accidently left myself logged-in on a male friends computer. His ex was the next one to use the computer and (she must have been not happy with me visiting him) wrote all this horrible things on my FB status!!
I found out from a freind who txt me saying I need to change my pw cos my fb had been hacked.
Anyhoo, I guessed who it was due to their poor spelling and attempt at grammer, combined with their short hand.
Thankfuly I have wonderful friends who all commented and made me feel super special!!
Not too much longer after that, I recived an private msg on fb.
So I think she snooped though my private msgs. See, she used to be a mutual friend of mine with some of my other friend. We were worried about her cos she was taking soo many different medications, claiming she was going to kill herself as well as useing illigal drugs. So of course we talked about how to get her help, how we could help and our own experiences of depression and medications and so forth.
What my friends and I found out is that she just used us for attention and never tried the treatments or avenues to get help, thus continuing her cycle of destructive & attention seeking behaviours.
So, it's actually all very sad. Now she is lashing out at me,sigh*
Wait for the next installment of my eventful life coming soon!!
Thursday, June 30, 2011
Monday, June 27, 2011
Tuesday, June 21, 2011
Fishtail Skirt I'm getting ready to make
Materials: Check
Fabric: Check
Pattern? errm getting there...
I am a mad fan of the work of Gallery Serpentine but since my income does not supply me with enough to purchase such beautiful items, I am going to have a go at making something similar.
http://www.galleryserpentine.com.au/ProductDetails.aspx?productID=315
I'm going to have to make the pattern myself, so wish me luck!
Wednesday, June 15, 2011
What's the most fun thing to do in your area?~CountessPup
rent free movies from the library and buying cask wine
What's the worst injury you've had, and how did it happen?
i have had a spinal injury before and i almost had to stop horse riding forever. Bruising of the lower lumbar and coccyx,tearing the ligaments and tendons away
Tuesday, June 14, 2011
Sydney Trip Part 2!!!
Following this we promptly found a bar but there was once obstacle. The women behind the bar would not serve us! We stood there for a good few minutes and even after she looked at us and I said “ Helloo!?” she still ignored us so we turned on our heel and proceeded to another bar / restaurant where we got our long awaited beer and brought a gift for my uncle as we was the one who was generous enough to have us stay overnight and meeting us at Penrith station. While sitting in a booth in the bar, we checked our itinerary and after deciding to watch the people who were staring at us, we figured that it was time for an obligatory tourist photo.
We caught a train later than we had written in the itinerary since the Tiger flight we took was 30mis late and found the platform easier enough but first we had to pick ourselves up from the floor from the fright we got when we got our tickets, $17.90 EACH to get to Penrith station. What is the equivalent to a weekly student ticket in Melbourne!
Any hoo, we enjoyed the novelty of a double decker train and I had some random compliment me with “Nice outfit bro!” which did confuse me a bit. Did I look like a male or like someone’s brother?? I put it down to being a friendly term of dialect of the area.
We were warmly greeted by my uncle after a couple a drinks and much talking we headed off to bed and set the alarms (in case one failed) for 6:30 though it would have been earlier but my Uncle was gracious enough to offer to drive us to the meet location.
The following day were were dropped off at the meeting point and met some of the other models who were already there. We all got taxis to the studio where we started getting ready. But first Ajax and I headed down to the 711 to get the all important energy drinks.
While i was getting my hair and make up done, I also had to take out all my deards, braids and beads that were still in my hair.
There was sooo much make up, if my collection looked like this i would be soo happy!
After hair and make up:
Tuesday, June 7, 2011
Do you day dream? If so, what about usually?~CountessPup
escaping from my current situation by a knight on a horse
Carebears or my little ponies?~CountessPup
close call, i would say old style MLP the new ones are too tall and skinny
Snow boarding or surfing? (which do you prefer or would you rather try)~CountessPup
i'm dying to try snowboarding, but i've surfed a few times, it was fun
Friday, June 3, 2011
Lots of people ask where do you want to travel in the world..what I want to know is what do you want to do at these destinations? ~CountessPup
Amsterdam- Van Gogh museum, anne frank house, all the lil markets and the red light district.
Germany ( south) to visit it castles and attend Mera Luna festival
What's the best piece of advice you've ever been given, and who gave it to you?
don't touch the stove when the coil is red- my mum
Thursday, June 2, 2011
Wednesday, June 1, 2011
30 Day photochallange - Something I HATE
Each animal is a living breathing thing which has even the most basic feelings such as contentment and distress.
Can you imagin living your entire life like this???
Life is not just a life, it needs to be a life worth living...
Tuesday, May 31, 2011
What's something you would love to own, but think that if u did own if, you'd never use it?
one of those black 8 balls that u shake and it gives you answers
Sydney Trip Part 1
After kissing all my fur kids good bye and telling them to be good for Mum and Dad, Ajax and I jumped in the car with our hand luggage and travelled to Melbourne Airport.
Feeling nervous b/c we didn't have tickets, only a print out from the carrier web site, we tentatively approched the check in area and everything was fine.
At security, we had to take off our shoes & belts, I also have to take off my penticle necklace which is very hard to take on and off since it is so tight and it messes up my hair and make up! Grrrr
Ajax was stopped and had to have this stuff gone though, apparently it was his metal drawing thing he had in a pencil case was the culperate!
Our plane while we were waiting to jump on.
Walking across the tarmac to get on the plane, the plane before was not the plane we were going to board, we were first in the line and I was excited.
I was very nervous, it's been a l-o-n-g time since I have flown and I think Ajax found it quietly amusing that I was a bit scared but relived when I relaxed once we were in the air and removed my hand from his leg, as I think my fingers may have left permenment bruising ( opps sorry!!)
Once we were on the plane we settled in and had some nice seats very close to the front of the plane, this was very useful for looking at the Stewards which was very nice since they were very easy on the eye.
We also saw the pliot come out of his caborn to use the bathroom, we had seen someone already go in there so we had a little chuckle to oursevels when they unlocked it from the outside and almost walked in on another passanger!! teehee
Being tourists we thought we should take the obligatory photo:
Did you know that the taxis in Sydney are WHITE??? What the??
Also they have a pretty roof outside the airport, oh look whos that in the photo??
How did everyone spend their weekend? :) ~CountessPup
Went to sydney with Ajax for photo shoot with Trashglam
Friday, May 27, 2011
Horses having fun!!
They got their feet trimmed, a good groom and rugs changed.
What do u think is the most pointless piece of clothing or accessorie you bought and own?
U cannot ahve slaughter without laughter
What junk food do you fund yourself eating alot of recently?
cakes and biscuits from longest morning tea and baby shower thats happened recently
Wednesday, May 25, 2011
If you were granted the ability to breathe underwater for a day..what would be the first thing you'd want to do or explore? ~CountessPup
the bottom of the ocean, oh and look for mermaids
When it comes to jewelry, do you prefer Silver/white gold, yellow gold, rose gold, coloured metal (any colour) or coloured plastic (any colour)? If another sort of material, what is it? ~CountessPup
Metal:Silver. Plastic : Purple Other material: wet look vinal in black
Tuesday, May 24, 2011
What sound do you least like in the world and why? ~CountessPup
The noise my phone makes when it has no service
I have my FS set so only members can contact me, so why do so many go anon? They must have an account..why do you think they ask normal questions like "how many tatts do you have?" or "who did you last kiss?" etc if they're not 'incriminating' questions?
b/c ppl are stupid and guttless & often leave me wondering wtf
If you wrote your autobiography, what would the title be?
Cyclone Amber- causing chaos and destriction where ever i turn
Friday, May 20, 2011
Thursday, May 19, 2011
The most unusual compliment you've received?
I've been told that I have an amazing jaw bone structure, i've always thought of it as rather masculine
If you could be a horror character, who would you choose to be and why? (this can be classic horror, tv show type horror, comedy horror, animated horror, hack n slash hi Horror etc)
Hanible Lector, so smart so clever and his victims don't have a chance of getting away. I appreciate the psycology behind his killings and how he approches life in general.
Did you take any classes, ballet, karate, cricket ect when you were younger that you no longer do?
Jazz ballet and calesthenics, i miss the concerts, competitions, the outfits & getting my make up done :)
Tuesday, May 17, 2011
Sewing Experiements
Sonic's Dog coat:
He has a very short coat, and in the freezing winter where I live, i thought he could do with a nice warm one.
Step 1: Take scraps of fabric
Step 2: Cut out squares and sew together to make a patch work
Step 3: Find padding material and lining and cut to shape.
Step 4: Sew together and add velcro attachments.
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